So, for the blog party I was hoping to finally "find" my Patron - and then of course my Matron as well - and while there is a nice list in my Idiot's Guide to Wicca and Witchcraft, it is obviously no where near the entire list. I am iffy about most online sites specific to Wicca so hit wikipedia to search out different pantheons and see who decided to speak to me.
Pan has always been a favourite of mine, but I don't think he's quite the leader of this group to me, he's be a friend more over. Janus was another who does speak to me, but only to this point in my life specifically - not an overall Patron figure. Inari is one whom I do deeply enjoy and feel a great connection with, but I am wondering if it is simply the connection of Foxes/Kitsunes being his guides...He/She is also a little hard to draw out as I want to since he/she can be both or none and doesn't seem to have a list of random pictures like most popular Gods. I am now browsing Egyptian pantheon and hoping something pops out at me soon because it is making me feel discouraged. I know they are to choose us, but without looking into the all, how am I to know them....It is just frustrating me.
Willow has given me a lovely meditation to try out, possibly tonight when people are asleep, or tomorrow since the hubby's going to be home soon. Hopefully it will help in my quests.
I know not many stop by here yet, but a question if anyone sees it:
How did your Matron/Patron find you?